A poem about a dream

In the midst of chaos, I am looking for peace,

While staring out of the window and eating a burger with cheese,

The child inside me says - why am I always so scared?

Though when I was a little girl I never really cared!

I was so carefree and serene, I loved to play and sing,

And now I try to find happiness in expensive car and diamond ring,

But money and cars are not enough to make my smile reappear,

Coz in the race of looking happy I seem to have lost my cheer,

They say this is a part of growing up and the one who fights the most wins,

But the child inside me was happiest when she played with her friends and kins,

It's time to go in the flashback and find out what made my face joyfully beam,

It's time to find the old albums and dance with my friends and team,

I am so happy once again by remembering my old dreams,

Why did I ever give up on my passions and those dreams?

I have decided once again to be fearless and to everyday see a new dream,

While staring at the window and drinking my coffee with cream.